I already fucking hate the present and the future looks even more bleak fanbuddies, feels like everything gets worse and worse, all good times have ended, society is going downhill, women are horrible cunts, staying alone forever and mentally broken, used and abused me. Getting older sucks, not necessarily the body itself but in the mind, I feel set in my ways, feel trapped, no energy left to change things and probably too late anyways, waking up weird hours demons haunt my sole etc. Want more power but I know I shouldnt.
Every day is same shit. Feel cold want to travel back in time to happier, mentier times.
No energy, no positive emotions, work all day then sleep, feel like having wank going sleep with fishes forever.
Feel the same fan. Every women has an OnlyFans instead of a real job and can’t be trusted not to suck a dick or two while you’re at work. It’s popular for men to act like women now. Price of everything is through the roof thanks to a senile president. Just wanna go back to when I was a kid and relive/redo some of the things in my past life. On the other hand, look at those fucking calves on The Lord!!