I already fucking hate the present and the future looks even more bleak fanbuddies, feels like everything gets worse and worse, all good times have ended, society is going downhill, women are horrible cunts, staying alone forever and mentally broken, used and abused me. Getting older sucks, not necessarily the body itself but in the mind, I feel set in my ways, feel trapped, no energy left to change things and probably too late anyways, waking up weird hours demons haunt my sole etc. Want more power but I know I shouldnt.

Every day is same shit. Feel cold want to travel back in time to happier, mentier times.

No energy, no positive emotions, work all day then sleep, feel like having wank going sleep with fishes forever.